Tu koi aur hain.... Jaanta hain tu, Samne is jahaan pe ik naqaaab hain!!!

Sometimes when you watch a certain movie of your favourite actor(read: favourite as in highly obsessed like a crazy fanatic bitch! Inshort u seem too suffer from OCD once his name is taken!) , you behave as if when he laughs.. you r the most happiest person in this planet and god forbid! When he cries ,it seems like the whole world has broken down!!! You tend to sync with the actor so well that his on-screen image becomes like a mirror for you and you follow it rigourously ..But then when you re-watch the movie over and over again, you understand that it was not “him” nor his acting that was more appealing to you!... it was all about the character he potrayed!!!

While watching the character u sense a Déjà vu in it! and the similarities are not with anyone or anything.. its all with you! All the while you were rigorously trying to copy ur self and be a reflection when already u are  the mirror!  Funny!!!!!...........the story was yours, the reason of joy was yours and the reason he was crying was already known to you since it was Your story! You are left with mixed emotions…

Now..surrounded amongst the cloud of questions is you and you are poured with their  showers !!! .. they are asking you… Who are u?What are u?Why do u have to listen to everyone else’s order? Why don’t u have any opinion of urs? Why is that everything .in ur life is so under-fulfilled???!Why is that in spite of being so jolly.. u still seek for happiness ?!What do u aim at? What are u good at??????!!!!

These all cramp up ur brain.. give u head ache, and even attempt to give you a hemorrhage! You are left to do nothing, but just stare at those blank walls!!! But then u see a crack .. a crack in the wall!! This is it!!! This is wat u wre looking for.. a crack! so that all the solutions to ur problem seeps in !!Out of the zillion solutions coming up.. u wander around for the right answer…. And then u finally come up.. one day! You realize that all the solutions to ur problems lies within you..i.e. you already knew the answer!

You laugh… laugh at such a big fool you are! Laugh at the “havoc” that you have created for yourself . But then  u get up… get SUITED UP! ,cos u know u have fumbled once, fallen down many times but this time u have risen up with an aim!! An aim to make every next step of yours as LEGEN-wait-for-it-DARY!!

*Post-realization when u have watched Ranbir Kapoor's Tamasha atleast for 10 times